No one at school believes me when I say I'm dieting on chocolate and it's pissing me off. Majorly.
Third time lucky :) it did work. I weigh 114lbs now. I'm guessing a huge part of it was water weight loss because no one loses 6 pounds on a mono. 1-2lbs loss would be normal I think?
Although it was my parents' anniversary today and I did eat a bit much so I'd probably weigh about 116 tomorrow? I hope I don't gain it all back. I'm doing another chocolate mono tomorrow, on Andes Mints. I'll stay under 1500 cals because I was advised to do so, if I don't want to gain too much back. I hope to do it once a week afterwards? It seems quite effective. I know some people do it every day, but it's not that healthy and I definitely can't get away with that.
I'm still getting harassment on tumblr but it has gotten better.
I'm unhappy at school a lot of the time. I still don't know why, I just am. And it's stupid. And sometimes around certain people I want to smile. Around other people, I have to.
Okay, there's not much more to say for today.
Oh, right, I felt like explaining why I apologized for my weight gain. It just seemed sometimes like I was letting you guys down by gaining weight while I was gone.
Commenting tomorrow.
CP: Wow, good for you. I'll try to find it and maybe get my mum to buy it for me.
Kay: I missed you too dear :) Me too, I seem to disappear on whims.
Oh, right, Thanksgiving. Well it isn't holiday season for me so I had no excuse :P but it will be the dreaded Christmas soon. And alas, I don't lose back the weight I gained. Not all of it.
Bella: They do work. And you get sick of chocolate, for a day at least.
Birth control for three years? I thought you took pills or something? Nonono don't apologize there's no need to apologize.
Sammy: Mine is too sometimes XD takes me 20 minutes to connect the wifi.
I'm doing okay, just feeling sad.
Sometimes, I want to be smaller, tinier, but sometimes I want to be tall. I'm sorta stuck in the middle. But no, I don't feel small in that sense.
Is it? Great then :) I'd like to try one of the guys but most of them get snapped up quickly.
Ah, hope it fixes itself then ;)
Love,
Christie
Only chocolate? That seems so unhealthy especially for your age! Although you know I would never judge you!
ReplyDeleteI just wish you would eat more fruits and vegetables too! They're not high calorie so you could still lose weight but get more nutrients that you need!
I would lose too much weight eating only chocolate, because I wouldn't eat any! lol I'm not a huge fan of chocolate (Although right now I am baking chocolate chip cookies, I seem to only want chocolate when it's "that time of the month")
Haha.
<3
Kay
wait, you lost 6lbs on a mono?
ReplyDeleteI would say something along the lines of what Kay said, but...uh, I don't eat enough of the good stuff to have the ability to say those comments.
from what I know and from my experiences, you can't mono on the same thing for a week. not really. but it's different for different people. it's not exactly a science either. it's confusing.
Kurt and Puck and Sebastian snap back quickly when it comes to situations, so there's no way of RPing with them without causing a whole debacle, BUT Finn is more subtle and softer. he can't get pissed off. it's perfectly easy ESPECIALLY if someone uses a big word, then Finn can be like "uh, depends on what X or Y means." he can be pretty smart though so, it's just a matter of knowing when to make him smart and when to make him dumb. that's entirely up to you.
-Sam Lupin